Dear Kaili,

I am sorry that you got so upset when you saw the videos of me letting the twins cry when they were hungry. I hope that you know that the boys aren't starving and that they only cried for a minute before I fed them. I promise you that it makes me just as sad to see them cry and I don't usually let them cry for long before I pick them up and comfort them or feed them.

Here are some videos for you of the boys being happy and saying hello to their cousins.

Don't Judge Me

My life hasn't been what I expected at all! I thought that I would be married by the time I was 23...didn't happen. I thought I would have children by the time I was 25...didn't happen. I thought my children would be born at term or at least close to it...didn't happen. I thought that being a mother would be natural and easy...not happening. I thought I would be able to keep a clean house and tend to two children...not happening.

Question: Mom, how in the world do you keep the house clean and still take care of all the children in the day care? Can you please share your secret with me because at this point I am beginning to think that you are superhuman!

Taking care of two kids and trying to clean and organize a house just doesn't happen. I am going to put it out there and let you see what I am dealing with right now. This is proof that I should be cleaning instead of blogging!

This is what you see upon entering our house

The boys' room

Our room

If you're one of those people that keeps a clean house, cooks, takes care of the children and manages a shower, well I said kudos to you! I still haven't figured it out but I am desperately trying. Tips and secrets are welcome! Where do I start? My conscience tells me that it is by getting off the computer and getting to work. So to all of you blog stalkers out there...Peace Out!

Is This For Real?

So we were home for six days and things were going great until Makaio decided that breathing while eating was not a necessity. This caused us to be admitted to a new hospital for observation and fun! Perhaps Makaio decided that it was unfair that Kekoa's stay in the hospital was longer than his so he did what he could to get back in there.

It was crazy to have the roles reversed and to be living in the hospital with Kekoa and visiting Makaio. We have since been discharged and things are going okay. My sister Chelsy and my mother are on their way out here to give this new mother and father some relief! The hours can't pass fast enough...I seriously need some help.

The Other Side

Generally we post pictures of the boys sleeping since that is what they usually do. Today I decided to make a video of what they do when they aren't sleeping. For the most part, the boys are really good and don't cry but when they get hungry, watch out!

Sorry about all of the moving around in the videos, I was trying to do more than one thing at a time.

Be Ye Humble

Today while I was changing K's diaper I was thinking of how proud I was that he has never urinated on me or himself during a diaper change. As I nonchalantly turned to grab a wipe I suddenly felt a stream of warm liquid running down my leg. I quickly looked back at K and with a smile on his face (literally) he was urinating on my leg.

THE PROUD ALWAYS FALL!